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Thursday, June 02, 2005

:: happy bday to my self ::
hooray i'm 22.. hehehe dah tua loh.. untuk cewe umur ini pas bgt utk nikah haha ga kmudaan.. gila bayangin kl g nikah ya.. g aja mikir g masih muda bener belom siap nikah.. tp liat temen2 g yang seumuran dah nikah, aduh lucu banget sihhhhh.....!!!! pengen punya baby.. tp harus nikah dulu bawbawhbawh calon gak ada.. niat juga belom ada.. hehehe g sih pengennya 2,3 taun lagi lah nikah.. i'll be 25 ya.. udah mature!! dah steady juga.. dan ya mudah2an udah ada si mr.right.. tp kl sampe umur 25 blm ada yg pas, g juga ga akan maksalah, ada ya syukur kl ga ada ya sudahlah.. udah males mikirin yang begituan.. hehe
and i hope dat diz year is better than d last.. and i'm better than last year.. much much better.. in life, love, work, SKUL, and everything.. graduate next smester, stronger, logical, insensitive, a better daughter, lover, student? hehe.. closer to God.. and much much more.. hehehe banyakkk kalo mo ditulis disini..
hari ini tadinya diajakin ke parc ma icha, bandnya juned manggung hari ini.. tp males juga ya di parc ngapain.. i'm not a mayhem kinda person.. trus diajakin kknya izl tadi siang ke bliss mlm ini, harusnya kan fashion show hari ini tp dibatalin jadi tanggal 9.. tanggal 9 g ga bisa pulak.. pengen sih ke bliss tp ada ...... jadi mendingan ga usah deh, eh trus yani ngajakin ksana juga, eh trus dia bilang doi ga dateng.. yah tp telat banget ngasih taunya huawhaawhaw barengan g dah dsana smua :P hahaha ga usah akh.. g ga niat2 amat juga.. ga ada kerjaan aja nih bday2 ga kmana2..
wah senangnya banyak testimonials :D ga bgitu banyak dpt sms siy.. krn ganti nomer huhuh.. tp banyak yang nyelametin jadi seneng...
aduh g tuh sensitive skali sih.. smuanyaaaaaaaa seneng.. hahaha smuanyaaa lucu, smuanya bagus, smuanya baik, smuanya dipercaya, smuanya dibaikin.. harus lebih hati2 kali ya g tuh.. ya udah tambah 1 wish g.. harus lebih hati2.. padahal tuh orang2 yg g baikin juga ga smuanya baik ke g.. sum are 2 faces.. walaupun tau sih tp ya abis g mikir buat apa ngejahatin dia and eventhough sbenernya pengen juga jahat, tp ga bisa aja.. ngomongnya doank g siy orangnya haha.. penampilan rambo hati hello kitty bwhahahahah..
hari ini bday g ga kmana2.. pulang kampus langsung balik.. didnt feel like goin out or do stg.. jadi enakan stay home n ga bored sm skali.. abis ada aja yang dilakuin dari tadi.. cetink ga berenti2.. krn banyak yang whisper.. donlod lagu.. nonton clip.. n others.. bday bukan brarti harus kmana2 kan.. ;) but i'm happy.. i've been better, i've had better tp lumayan deeeeeeeeehh.. b grateful aja w wat life offers me..

kmrn bBQan dirumahnya lubis.. lumayan rame gt.. ada kali 25an orang yang dateng.. hehe padahal tdnya kaya cuma 10 gt rencananya.. hehehe seruuuu juga.. ngobrol2, ngakak2, curhat, sampe dimarahin satpam bwahaha "mba maaf ya, suaranya tolong jangan terlalu mengganggu yang lain".. "ooo iya mas, maaf loh".. ngecilin suara dikit sambil tetep ngobrol... trus ga lama ngakak lagi trus didatengin lagi hahaa ampe 3 kali.. diajakin ke bali lagi nih for nu year.. ada duit ga ya??huhuh nabung lagi akh.. seru gt ini rame2 banget, tp party ppl smua gt hehe, naik bus!!! super executive ktnya..hehe ga bisa naik psawat aja ya.. tp seru sih kalo rame2.. soalnya kayanya busnya penuh anak2 smua.. jd pasti fun di busnya.. ya temen2nya temen g dan setengahnya anak PH kayanya.. 1juta udah sama hotel di padma bali 4 hari sama bus pulang pergi.. murah kan yah tuh?? hehehe si nta dah paling EXCITED tuh.. hahah "tp g harus dapet pacar ya abis itu, loe ada ga temen buat g yang siap nikah", trus kata temen g ke nta "iyeeeee loe belom sampe bali juga pasti dah ada yang nanyain, di bali dah proses pdkt, sampe jkt loe dah jadian", si nta langsung nyaut "ya udah g ikut kalo gt!!!" hehehehehe dasarrrrrrr!!
tar g taro foto2 bbQ deh.. belom g minta siy..


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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

:: picz of 27th may, Sense Of Amazing People :: Soap magazine..
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Fellma J Panjaitan
Birthday:2 days from now.. june 2nd i'll be 22..
Birthplace:J.a.k.a.r.t.a
Current Location:jkt.. i wish i can b sumwer else..
Eye Color:dark brown
Hair Color:black.. w sumwat blonde highlighted
Height:5'6"
Right Handed or Left Handed:riTe
Your Heritage:spanish.. hahaha i wish.. proud bataknese
The Shoes You Wore Today:i wear sandals..
Your Weakness:i duno.. too many to mention.. oo SENSITIVE
Your Fears:GOD
Your Perfect Pizza:mm american favourite..
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:graduate from ma college!!!!!!!!!!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:Hey.. , g2g, bye, take care..
Thoughts First Waking Up:recently? "shittt same nitemare erday.."
Your Best Physical Feature:i always love my eyesss.. 2nd of all my lips..
Your Bedtime:00:00
Your Most Missed Memory:do i have to answer diz Q?well u know..
Pepsi or Coke:coke..
MacDonalds or Burger King:mc donalds.. der aint burger king nemore here..
Single or Group Dates:anything.. as long as i'm w my closest ppl..
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:any tea wud b nice..
Chocolate or Vanilla:Chocolate, y?coz i love u like i love chocolate.. sadiesssss
Cappuccino or Coffee:both.. :D i love coffee and cappuccino..
Do you Smoke:nope..
Do you Swear:sumtimes..
Do you Sing:love to.. heheh but it doesnt sound too good :p
Do you Shower Daily:of corz
Have you Been in Love:u bet i have..
Do you want to go to College:i am in one.. try to get out from it..
Do you want to get Married:i want to.. with..??
Do you belive in yourself:sumwat.. mm yes i guess.. not to sure
Do you get Motion Sickness:nope..
Do you think you are Attractive:not pretty but yes i'm attractive..
Are you a Health Freak:not really..
Do you get along with your Parents:yes.. fight w my mom once in a while..
Do you like Thunderstorms:like?r u nutz..
Do you play an Instrument:used to.. organ
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:yeap
In the past month have you Smoked:nope..
In the past month have you been on Drugs:never tried any
In the past month have you gone on a Date:not till 2 weeks ago..
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yeap.. indonesia is d king of mall..
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:fosho' i loveee oreooo
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:sashimi..
In the past month have you been on Stage:mm nope..
In the past month have you been Dumped:shitttttt yes.. hahahaha damn i hate to have to answer it
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:cant even swim.. -_-;
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:nope..
Ever been Drunk:once..
Ever been called a Tease:nope..
Ever been Beaten up:been kicked wen i was in highskul n punched wen i was a kid.. i was a tomboy..
Ever Shoplifted:yes.. wen i was a kid.. candy hahaha
How do you want to Die:peacefully.. wen i'm old..
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:i'm 22 soon, i'm an adult.. wanna get married have a small family and happy ever after like u c on disney movies..
What country would you most like to Visit:europe, japan, america..
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:anything
Favourite Hair Color:black
Short or Long Hair:short..
Height:taller than me fo sho..
Weight:i duno.. proportional..
Best Clothing Style:Casual.. has2have style!!
Number of Drugs I have taken:N.O.N.E
Number of CDs I own:mmm less than 10, i burn cds, i dont buy dem..
Number of Piercings:had 2, one in nose n tongue..
Number of Tattoos:1.. cross..
Number of things in my Past I Regret:less than 5 i think.. i dont regret, i'll try to fix things

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!


hey dah dapet foto2 waktu SOAP magazine event nih.. may 27th.. hohoho
tp nih foto cuma foto2 waktu di embassy.. g hosting di manna house ampe jam 3, ada icha gt2 dateng.. mpe mereka balik jam 3.. trus cabut ke upstairs deh embassy hehe.. ampe jam 5.30 disitu.. wahahahah parah paling lama tuh kayanya g rekor mpe jam 5.30.. saking g mo pulangnya, g pulang sendiri aja eheheh anak2 masih stay aja gt.. man lotta a weirdows around.. waktu dimanna house adalah nih cowo arab tiba2 nyolek bilang "hey apa kabar?" trus ngasih tangan mo kenalan bwahaha g ampe bingung g kira kenal tp g lupa taunya bener2 ga kenal.. akhirnya kenalan kan eh ga selsai sampe situ, trus dia ngenalin smua grombolaaaaaannya ke g.. skalian aja anak2 se RT/RW loe kenalin ke g.. *MAUUU* aja g kenalan sm loe smua *MAUUUUU*.. gileeeee males bgt siy..hahaha parah.. untung blakang g wisnu, g sikut aja wisnu.. kt wisnu "mending loe cabut" baebaebaeb g cabut aja ke bar akhirnya.. abis itu kan ke embassy.. wah seneng deh tuh g sampe situ.. ngetawain orang2 :P kerjaan g kalo dateng ke trance/progressive/rave party tuh, krn g satu2nya yang sober nuttin else to do besides ngetawain orang heheheh wah kocak2 banget deh.. trus lagi turun didepan brg anak2.. eh nih cowo lagi nih aneh seblah kanan g.. tiba2 negor trus nanya "sendirian?" trus g senyum trus nunjuk ke temen2 g.. eh doi langsung nyengir "oooo" sambil nunjukin tangan PEACE!!! pasti anak slank tuh orang.. g langsung balik badan, cabut ke belakang duduk aja deh.. wah bener2 deh tambah aneh aja orang2.. but i had fun hari itu..

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Monday, May 30, 2005

:: Turut Berduka Cita ::
Turut Berduka Cita Untuk Tessa Syonkz, atas meninggal Ibundanya..
smoga tabah dan diberi kekuatan buat keluarga yang ditinggalkan, dan smoga arwahnya diterima disisi Tuhan YME..
kmrn sekitar jam 3an, karena sakit jantung..
hari ini akan disemayamkan di jeruk purut jam 1 siang..
jadi buat yang mo dateng, langsung dateng ke tempat aja ya..
tolong dikabarin ke temen2 yang kenal tessa syonkz..
thank u..


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Sunday, May 29, 2005

:: back from bali ::
hey.. pa kabar smuanya?
hehehehe dah lama banget nih ga nulis disini.. dah males siy sbnrnya hahaha.. tp krn ga ada kerjaan, dan g bingung hrs ke krwc ga hr ini, soalnya besok g ga tau kul jam piro.. soalnya belom tau jadwal SP(smester pendek).. senin aja kali ya?brangkat agak siangan?haha nanya ma tembok :P males nih sbenernya SP.. abiz nonstop kul terus, sibuk terus, g mo liburrrrrrrrr!!! dan pergi keluar jkt n just stay there huhuhu.. need2get away from diz city..

baru balik dari bali niy 3 hari yang lalu.. 7 hari 6 malem,it was ok.. lumayan lah.. tp could've been great sih if i was still "......" haiehiea my last 3 dayz dibali turn out to b "quite" fun, we do need time 2b away w eachotha, with u around rasanya ga tenang, gelisah, bawaannya mikir terus, hatinya juga burning terus.. had a lot of thinking on d last 3dayz.. upz n downz, and downz and downz and letting go.. owell journeys of life..
disana ke kudeta 2 kali(one of my fav places on earth), dreamland yang bener2 indah banget pantainya (its heaven on earth!!!!!), brantem sama bule australia yang kampung!!!! hahahah g kira doi orang korea pas teriak2 1x, abis ga kliatan mukenye, kdengerannya kaya "ochachico hoaaa" trus bis itu MOMENT OF SILENCE, kt smua mikir dia ngomong ma siapa dan apa siy, dan g dengan begonya "HAH???" eh trus anak2 malah ketawa.. haha keki abis tuh bule langsung masuk kamar lagi, marah2 krn sendirian dihotel, insomnia dan ga punya temen hahaha, trus ga kita ajak join mampus aja lu bule homo..!!!, tapi tai bgt perut g lg ga bener bgt dsana, ga mau masuk makanannya, cuma bisa makan seiprit2 gt, makan dikit kenyang arrrrrrghh nyebelin abis!! skrg kata orang2 g kurusan.. kurusan aja terussssss!!! -_-;
tp ga koq.. berat g masih sama2 aja.. lebih CUT kali maksudnya hehehe makanya kliatan kurus.. || ngarep mode : on ||
now i'm all tanned and isht.. huhuhu pas balik dr jkt kita langsung stress smua gt hahah moodnya langsung berubah n BTTTTT.. apalagi ditambah harus nyetir, orang2nya ga ada yang mo ngalah.. huaaaaaaaaaaaaaa mo teriaaaaak rasanya..
pengen ke bandunggggggg deh beli celanaaa.. jalan2 ksana, g pengen ksana dari kapan tau.. tp ga usah balik ke jkt lagi hahaha dsana aja dulu biar tenang hidup g.. :P tanpa harus stress mikirin ini itu.. tp krwc juga aman koq.. kl dsana ga mikirin apa2 kcuali skolah.. dan tertutup kuping utk berita2 yang akan bikin stress.. hehe

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