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Friday, December 02, 2005

IF ONLY part 1
remember dat i wanted to write bout y man thinks by logic n woman by heart?
be ready.. coz diz iz da tym.. heheheh.. yea we're talkin bout gender..
n yea i kno not ALL men r like dat.. n not ALL woman r like dat..
but im just talkin diz in general.. ok.. n its gonna be a REALLY long post.. 5 long posts.. hehehe diz iz part 1..

so ppl been tellin me to watch if only.. n i wasnt really interested coz.. of da casts, i just think it wud really be a lot more better if da rolls played by sum1 else.. ya personal opinion lah.. hehehe itu siy menurut g.. maybe sum of u have watched it mayb u havent.. to u dat havent.. diz post contain SPOILER!! b ready.. hehehehe anyway its a really nice movie.. nice story.. main point is to tell us to appreciate wat we have in life.. n be grateful.. dont waste wat u have coz u dun kno how much u love sum1 till u lost dem.. u duno how much tym left u will have n say wat u want n need to say.. eventho u mite not get da respond u expected.. dey mite not feel da same or deny it or maybe da other way around or watever.. but at least u've tried n u've expressed how much dat person mean/meant to u.. dats all dat matters.. dont let ego n pride defeat dat.. dats crap..

wen i watched it.. i was thinkin.. mannn diz is a lot like my story.. hahaha maybe sum of u think da same.. like i said.. made me think.. maybe dats how guyz r.. n dats how girls r.. we complain a lot thinkin y guyz da way they r n maybe dey're thinkin da same.. y gurls r so ribet.. n we're thinkin y dey're so simple.. dey dont pay attention much to lil things dat we think r important.. n dey think dont make lil things big.. make it simple..

and so much lesson dat need to be learn in diz movie.. lots of great words too.. heheheh as u kno i love great quotes kan.. hehehe udah g tulis smua donkkkkk!!!
anyways.. back to da subject, da gurl is very affectionate n very thoughtful n loving.. tp cowonya cuek, his work comes 1st, he thinks her thoughtfulness messed up everything.. wen she meant to help.. and bla bla bla trus diz movie started wen she stared da guy while sleepin w da look of love, like she wud never get bored seein him..
trus she said "i'll really miss u"
n da guy wakes up n say "oo cmon its only gonna b a cpl of weeks"
"yea but a cpl of weeks dat feels like forever rite?"
then she surprised him w a gift, a jacket.. she's bein really sweet to him n all..
in diz movie he forgot bout her graduation concert n forget to buy her present.. he was thinkin of buyin her red sweater for graduation gift.. coz he knows she likes red colour, but becoz guyz never really payed attention to wat girls wear, so his secretary told him "she already have red sweater, she wears it everytym, she always said she loves her red sweater".. n he asked "really???wer was i?", "rite beside her" her secretary replied.. || dats 1 ||

n he got in a cab n diz cab driver, made him talk bout his problem n he said a really interesting word
he : "i cant seem to make her happy, how can u love sum1 but u duno how2love them?, n she's leaving tommorow for 2 weeks"
cabdriver : "what if she leaves n never come back, can u live with that?"
he silenced n think n say
he : "no, i cant"
cabdriver : "then u kno wat2do, appreciate her w wat u have, JUST love her"
isnt dat funny.. how interesting love is.. he really loves diz gurl but he doesnt even kno how to love her.. he doesnt kno how to express it, made da gurl feel she's not loved by him.. || dats 2 ||

trus dia kaya ga peduli gt sama fans cewenya yang adalah anak kecil.. yg nunjukin kalo dia kurang perhatian.. i mean dat lil kid means sumtin to her.. its her fan n her student.. feelin havin sum1 who adores ur work, or watever.. dats sumtin n her bf doesnt even care || dats 3 ||

he asked her bout how her day was.. n she answered it w enthusiast tp he only replied "sounds like fun" in a 'not really interested' tone.. wen she expected more than dat.. girls r like dat.. we expect guyz to be more like "oo yea??trus2.. hows diz.. hows dat.. n then wat?" not just a simple sounds like fun.. coz dats gonna sound u dont really care anythin bout ur girl.. bout wat she's into.. or bout wat subjects dat she likes to talk.. or stuff like dat.. girls just wanna talk.. maybe dats a bit overwhelming for da guyz.. we gurls always act based on our heart.. we EXPRESS.. we wanna kno.. coz we CARE! || dats 4 ||

n after dat dey went to dinner at diz play called tantra, n he said "despite diz awful day, i adore u, i wanna soldier on, i really do, ok?"
n she silenced for a while n say : no, i dun wanna soldier on, if i wud stay in london dat wud b for u, for us n i wud do dat in a heartbeat, if we thought dat we r really special"
guy : "we r"
girl : "really?how come u never tell me how u feel or talk bout ur self, u dun wanna meet my fam, u forgot my graduation, we ran into my fav studio n u act as if my student is stg contageous, ian(da guy) i kno u have da best intentions, but i just feel like im ur 2nd priority, very high 2nd priority n dat hurts n da worst part is im starting to get used to it"
guy : "i dont understand"
girl : "i kno, ...... dats wat kills me, if theres just been 1 day, 1 day wen nuttin matters but us"
guy : "i adore u"
girl : "i dun wanna be adored!!! i wanna be loved!!!"
and she walked n then turned around and say " i saw u at da travel agency today, wer u goin?"
guy : johannesburg, bizniz
wen she thought he was bookin tickets for them as graduation gift dat he promised.. so dey broke up n trus cewenya jalan n ninggalin restonya.. da guy ran after her, da girl gets in a cab (which da cab driver is da same cab driver dat talked to da guy) n he was confused n then da cab driver asked "r u in or out?"
he silenced.. then da cab took off.. he then ran after da cab.. not far from tantra, wen da red lites turned green da cab got hit by a big truck.. n imagine how sum1 who u really love more than anything, who u cant live without, die infront of ur eyes.. he screamed n screamed.. n in da hospital.. wen she was in da E.R, he cried n cried n saw her take her last breath..
mannnnn.. if dat happens to me.. i'd rather b da one who died.. i just cant handle it.. akh lets not talk bout it.. i dun want any of my love ones die.. never..

n so he went home.. went thru her stuff.. n found her diary.. she wrote
"i've been workin on this song bout me n ian, i want to give it to him before i go away, but im afraid it'll scare him, so i bought him a jacket instead, they say there's always sum1 in a relationship who loves more, oooh god i wish it wasnt me"
i think its true.. wat she wrote.. ders always sum1 in a relationship who loves more.. dont u think??or maybe not.. but just sum1 who shows more =) n he cried n hugged her diary to his slip .. n when he woke up.. he heard a voice.. HER voice n than he jumped coz its her voice n he freaked out.. its def not a dream.. she's really still there.. n he hugged her tite.. he's not sure if he was havin a nitemare dat feels so real.. or he got a warning.. in conclusion he wakes up in da same day as yesterday..
n all da things happened yesterday day.. one by one happen today.. from her burnt hand, to a spilled coffee on her shirt, blue folder dat left on da apartment n stuff.. all dat happens again.. n he realized dat it wasnt a dream.. its a warning or watever, he knew dat da things dat happened yesterday wud happen again today coz he already been thru diz day.. then he got into a cab, n met da same cab driver he met yesterday, n da cab driver repeats wat he said yesterday "then u kno wat2do, appreciate her w wat u have, JUST love her"
n he got off da cab n ran n tryna find her.. n trus akhirnya he does diz all sweet things he never did before to her.. he's bein da totally diff guy 2134145 degrees.. he express how he feels, he does everything.. i mean everything!!!! all his best.. just showin his love..
n bla bla bla i'll tell u da rest on part 2 or 3.. da point is..

i was talkin to one of my gurl, kk..
imagine.. IF da gurl didnt die.. wud da guy do da same.. wud he be da same old not caring bf, wud he realized how much he loves her.. wud he express how he trully feels to her girl.. wud he do all those sweet things.. da things he supposed to do to her.. appreciates her n grateful havin her.. n JUST LOVE HER.. wether she dies or not..
y.. y we have to wait for sumtin to happen to realize how much ppl around us means to us.. to ppl who we love but dey dont kno how we feel towards them.. y we have to let dem slide from our hands n realize wat we got.. n all dats left r regrets.. y???
ooo i kno y.. maybe so we can learn from our mistakes.. so we kno how to appreciate things more next time..
but wat IF, wat IF.. diz thing happens to us.. SUM1 who really means SO MUCH to us, die.. not like they're goin to come back.. not like we can fix things anymore.. not like we can apologize to them da next day n maybe make it up to them n maybe have them back in our life, dey cant come back.. n dey dont even kno how much dey mean/meant to us.. u wish u cud've treat them better.. u wish so many things u wud done to them, show them.. appreciate them.. without any ego n pride watsoever.. just pure LOVE..

so anyways.. dat 4 examples i mentioned before.. just shows how guyz r.. how guyz prioritized things r logical to them.. like work.. well yea they have their reasons, y dey prioritized work more than sum other things.. work IS important.. but still, u have to know how to deal w all others important things in ur life n make it all work n get along.. without one of em feel left out.. well yea its not as easy as farting.. heheheh it needs process, work n waktu, pengertian, sedikit brantem sini situ, tp it'll get there.. it needs patient n faith n lots of love.. n i have a quote for dat "whoever has little faith, has little love" =)
MAYBE dats y guys pays more attention to big things.. n ignore da lil things.. n dey tend to have da abillity to hide how dey're feelin, becoz dey switch da attention to other things dat dey focused on.. dey get busy.. dey avoid da feelings.. its like dey're born w dat skill.. haiehiaehihae
n MAYBE dats y guyz so annoyed by us girls.. who mind lil things.. we questioned, we talk too much.. wen wat dey really need is tym.. dey'll come along in tym.. n let us kno how dey feel.. IF dey will come along.. hahahhaha if dey dont than its another story.. but girls has da rite to question, to ask, to know.. bcoz we dont like da position of hangin at nower.. not knowing certainty.. not knowing of wats happenin, n cant do anything but sit dey n wait.. not dat we dont have patient, its just we care n we wanna help..
aaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrghhhhhh watever.. pokoknya gt deh haeihaeihaeiheia

menurut loe gmana???masih banyak banget siy yang perlu di tulis.. cuma cape.. yang belom ditambahin, ya silahkan tambahin buat yang baca.. tell me wat u think bout it or watever.. heheheheheh ga juga gpp..
to be continued to part 2..

thanks for takin ur tym readin my post hahahahah really appreciate it.. love uuuuuuuu!!!


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