immmmmmmmmmm sooooooooooooooooooo freakinnnnnnnnnnn happyyyyyyyyyyy... or sud i say.. im heappppppppps happy.. hehehehe
im not chasin a star.. im nottttt.. awwwwwww... its da best feeling ever.. since wen??i dunooo.. dah lama banget g ga ngerasa ky gini..
my special sum1.. feels da sameeeeee.. aawwwwwwwwwwwwwwww how luckkkkkky i ammm....
aaaaaaah i just wanna scream n scream.. scream love.. scream happinesssssss... im in loveeeeeee.. awwwwwww hahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahahhaha

so yea.. i was so scared dat he mite not excited to c me again, we didnt get to hang out da next day after we 1st met.. coz he had to spend tym w his sis.. dats cool by me.. i mean not like he's here every week.. i cant force him to hang out w me.. so yea he promised me dat we'll hang out on sunday.. after i finished my pra sidang.. which was yesterday.. :)
btw g dibantai pas pra sidang.. but ef dat dosen pembimbing.. hehehe i didnt care.. coz i was so excited meetin him.. so yea he told me to meet him at a mall.. coz he duno wer krwc is at.. trus pas ktemu.. we window shopped, then eat, then window shopped again, he didnt find wat he wanted.. but its ok.. i already told him to buy dat cute yellow hot pants hahahahaha!!!! for him to wear in da club.. hahahahahah we acted sillyyyy n stupid.. we joke a lot.. we can joke n be idiots a lot more than dat.. but yea its not tym yet.. next time ok, next time ;)
i haddddddd fun... n then we went groceries shoppin.. it was da cutest groceries shoppin i ever had.. hahahaha sering siy groceries shoppin w friends.. or w boim dulu.. but nuttin as cute as dat.. hahaha ini yg paling berkesan.. he bought a package of switsal sama skalian tas2nya.. hahah beli chiki, teh kotak, hahaha kripik pedes, pisang goreng (coz he said it reminded him of me) hahahahah lucu banget..
awwww dia lucu banget deh pokoknya.. then we went to his place.. n we just talked n talked n a lottta talk.. we watched just for kicks.. diz documentary of sneakers, hiphop.it was dopeeee!!!!! mannnn u guyz gonna be real jealous of me.. coz i have watched it hehehehe i got my oleh2 from him.. 5 mix cds, 1 cd of breakestra, 1 dvd of hiphop documentary video, and a dangerdoom tshirtttttttt yaaaaaaaaaaayyyyy!!!!! :DDDDDDDD im gonna look so dope in it :D a lil bit bigger.. hahahaha but its cool..
thanks yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. ur da bestttttttttt!!!!
n then we got closer n we just hugged n hugged n hugged.. n i didnt want it to end.. i wish i cud just froze da tym.. "i wish i dun have to go" he said, n aaaaaaaww its so cute to hear him say that.. :) i mean.. u kno da feeling of just hangin out, just spending tym together makes u happy.. dats wat i was feelin.. im already happy bein w u man.. really.. thanks for givin me that.. its a great feeling, havin to like sum1 so much.. like i said.. diz iz real.. i feel so comfy around him, like i didnt worry anymore on wat to do.. enjoyin our tym.. n my worries.. yg kmrn2.. hahahah feels like nuttin.. o my god im really huggin him, my dream guy.. hahahaha i dissed da way he talk indo all da tym hahahaha hahahahaha he's so cuteeee.. i made him do da stuff he didnt want to do.. ahhahahaha he sounded so silly.i can get u to do anythin!! believe me hahahaha :P nah im jk..

you, you wat i've been lookin for.. da one im waiting for.. hopefully its really u.. n ur not gonna slip away from my hands.. sblm dia brangkat, he said im gonna miss u dissin me, i just smiled n laughed.. n then odw home i smsd him thankin for today, i had a great tym n all, he called me said wish we had more tym to spend.. funny wen ur havin a really good tym w sum1 u really like so much went so fast.. before u even kno it.. its already tym to seperate.. dammmmmmmmmmmmmmnnnn!!! but its ok.. =) i kno dat already.. i accept dat fact.kl jodoh ga kmana.. =) yaaa grandpa ya..

so yea, then he smsd me to say i miss u already dude n all, hehehehe its really good to have dat feelin in my heart.. u kno??? feelin likin sum1 so badddd, i have dat warmthness in my heart, i have sum1 in my heart n im not lonely anymore, coz ur here close in my heart, i have u on my head maybe not in space but here in my mind.. n i aint just dreamin, coz i really had u.. so dats precious to me.. =) thank u.. its a wonderful feelin.. eventho its not gonna go anywer or watever comes.. i thank u for givin me that feeling.. =) im so happy..

he smsd me dat he just got there, his sms woke me up, trus mandi n go online.. he said he was thinkin alotta stuff on da plane, he was thinkin "daaaaamnn i wish we had more tym, cepet banget siy waktunya" trus a lotta other stuff, he expressed da way he feels n stuff.. andddddddddddddddd im notttttttt dreaminnnnnnn.. not chasin a starrrrrrr... diz iz realll.. pinch meeeee.. diz iz realll hahahahahah diz iz really happenin.. my dream guy in flesh.. hahahaha but yea we decided not to get in a relationship.. krn ga memungkinkan.. but its all good =) im happy w diz koq.. coz we want it to be serious.. dan more steady by da tym we get in it..

ya udah dari tadi.. sms2an miss youuuuuu, i wanna hug uuuuuuu, haheheheh aaaaaaaaw soooooo sweettttt... n he called mmmmmee... bcanda2 hahaha i still diss him hahaha coz his indo suck hahaha :P ga koqqqqq lumayannnnn ya grandpa.. hahahaha u'll get better.. i promise u.. next time wen ur here.. we'll get us sop buntut goreng n babi.. yah yah.. im really lookin forward to it.. hopefully soon.. miss youuuuuuuuuu grandpaaaaa.. miss youuuuu.. wanna hug u mannnnnnnn.. real bad... bigggggggg hugs for u.. thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu big tymmmmmmm